Is he…or is he not
That heat in my face finally went away. Now all I feel are tears wanting to pour out of my eyes, but I wont let them. It would make me feel so little and pathetic. He means so much to me but I can’t wait here for him to deal with his mistakes. I need to move on. I need to get my life moving. I was once told that no matter what happens the train keeps moving, no matter how much you want it to stop it wont. so I just have to keep going on.
The sad part about moving on is not knowing what could have been. what happens he was the guy for me? but if he was we still have time to make it happen. and by me leaving is just one more adventure for him and i to be together. If he is not for me, than nothing was really lost, other than a really good friend.
